12Jun09

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behind every smile, always lies a shattered soul


suddenly i realized i love being looked down by others… *gasp* – -’

hahaha…dunno y tho but just today..one of my frens told me that this guy in our class MIGHT be looking down on us for a certain reason (we are the only 4 PR girls in the class versus a whole bunch of broadcasting n advertising students, imagine the chamm-ness ..hahaha)

n knowing that this stupid so-called-smart-english-educated guy looking down on us ACTUALLY makes me all fire up to work hard in my studies which is something good lah… as i’ve been lazy-ing around too much since e-learning period that i found myself getting more n more stupid each second hahahaha

mmm..mayb i should just pretend like some dumb blonde in class and outshine them all at the end of the semester..hahaha…not that im saying im real smart or watsoever but once in a while i just love the feeling of being looked down upon that people tend to take my capabilities lightly..cause somehow it bring the best out of me…hahaha…dunno waat is wrong with me… – -””’

03062009 (Chester social trip)

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housemates :)

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laying on some grassy area at Chester..just so u know… it’s not easy to do that pose cause it takes lots of time just to get in n out of that pose..hahahah

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we love our shinning shoes here..hahah..

somehow my sony camera can snap shiny white shoes effect..not bad~ hahaha

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i think the building behind is the town hall..not quite sure tho…ahhaha :S

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the cathedral

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oh they have a lot of these black and white architecture over here..which i heard is wat the place is famous for

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there was some soldier parade..i think…going on while we’r there

people over there respect army a lot i suppose..as they march thru..u could see veryone just stand up and clap which is so not malaysian style..hahahaha

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having our lunch middle of the roadside..the place where we sit is actually between 2 houses..

super random hahahaah

okla..enough for now..hahaha..shall update on the next trip soon :)

ciao


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hey peeps!

i’ve safely arrived at liverpool edi..haha

will update some other time

thanks for the card ya :)


monday – flu, sneezing all day long

  • feelings – scare, panic
  • actions taken – drink water..

tuesday – flu + sneezing all day long still + sore throat

  • feelings – sei..getting more serious, H1N1 alert these days k!! but i 100% sure im just getting normal flu and sore throat but still scare cannot get pass custom if this continue until next week, later kena quarantine how?
  • actions taken – drink even MORE water, leong cha x 2, lemonade x 2, orange, apple

wednesday – flu and sore throat

  • feelings – ok..1 down..calm abit..but still panic..hahaha
  • actions taken – drink MOOORe water, orange juice, vitamin C tablets x 2

thursdays – no flu, no sore throat

  • feelings  – relieve~~~~
  • actions to be taken – drink more water..in case it comes back, vitamin C tablets x 2

haihz…have no idea wat why how this happen

just leave me alone on this

shut up if u know

shut up if u know only half of the story

shut up if u dunno

shut up because u are not at all in my position

so no, u have no right at all to judge the choice i have made  or have done


04Mar09

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oh by the way..i like this pic alot..hahaha..but the photographer which is the banana boat guy took the photo a little senget…if u know wat i mean..hahaha


is so terrible when u  were put in a position whereby u are forced to smile  when that’s basically the last thing u want to do

i can hardly smile that day that i force myself to put on this very weak smile (and i must say..it was so weak that ppl still think im sad when they look at me…hahaha) whenever there’s people looking my way

and when there’s nobody looking, i just stare air n look stone…haha

and when im back with my own group, im back to my usual self again

and no..they are definitely not the “jingak” ppl..hahaha…it’s just that it doesnt feel rite at all when im with them

aiya…..so as a conclusion~~..i will never be like them…hahaha


it just started and yet i felt like i’m  losing an arm of mine already

giving up is not my style

and i hope it’s not yours too

take as much time as u like to rest

we will never give u up

so please don’t ever give us up

17.1.2009


Final Crisis

30Aug08

In life, it’s considered lucky if u can get 1 mentor/lecturer/teacher that able to motivate u and push u to perform at ur very best

for some, they might not even able to find 1 that able to take them to that level

and for me, im lucky enough, i have 3

they have managed to transform every single one of us into a winning team

from strangers to friends

from individuals to a team

from 2 class to 1 winning team

because WE all believe that a winning team begins with ME

and to accept everyone for who they are

and i believe that my BELIEF, what i accept as MY truth, would lead me to my success, my DESTINY

if you believe you can do it, you can

it all begins with YOUR BELIEF…

To reach YOUR destiny…

with SUCCESS :)

The Winning Team 2008


somehow most of the people would think PR is a course where we do not need to do anything but talking

i’ve heard alot in the past or even now having people making statements like ‘oh PR..talking only wut..’ or ‘ oh u PR…u talk le’

yes..yes..how i wish i can get things done by plain talking

just to let u know..PR is about writing

if u can’t write a NR, u are not considered as a PR practitioners

thats what i have learned during internship and in class

there’s no such thing where ‘u can’t talk, u are not considered as a PR practitioners’

if u ever think all news in the newspaper are written by the journalists..u are so wrong……(kla..mayb u ppl know that some news are written by PRP..but i get to know about this only when i study PR k…haha…)

if u ever think being a PRP doesnt need creativity…u are so so wrong

actually i still got lots to write..but very lazy edi…might update next time le…hahaha..dunno why i write the above content…hahaha…but i guess too many ppl have stereotypes on PR edi…make me feel a bit – -”’

so yea…

what u think, isn’t who we are